prezzel of passion

Things I seemed to have lost during the last weeks...
... my words (those little cowards hide somewhere and won't come out to help me get along with my life as they used to)
... my courage (there must be somewhere with the words they kind of disappeared at the same time)
... my Walkt the line CD (It's simply gone but I guess it hides somewhere in my music shelf... somewhere)
... my sleep (Oh well that's definitely one of the things I miss the most!)

Things that reappeared during the last weeks...
... blushing (well I guess it was never really gone but not it wasn't quite as extreme as it is nowadays)
... the pain (as it always does if my head can't stop thinking about one thing)
... doubts (there you are again my sweet companion)

Things that get lost from time to time but seem to find their way back to me (not always in time)...
... my mind (It's gone and nothing seems to work. Which is kind of embarassing if you're not capable in talking or doing whatever like walking,breathing etc.)
... my knee cap (Well it only leaves me for a few seconds but... o_O)
... my smile (Oh yes it leaves me in all those nice situations and it takes its time to come back to me...)

So if you may come across any of the first four just hit me (in both ways) or if you have any idea how I could persuade the last three to stay with me I'm always open for suggestions!