prezzel of passion

Am I more emotional than other persons or am I only more aware of my emotions? Or is it just that we all struggle to show our feelings? And if this is the case why do we do it? Why do we try to hide a natural reaction to a cause?

And are emotions reactions to our life or is our life designed by our emotions?

Are those who do not think about things as much as I do really happier with their life? Or are those who are often lost in thought about their life more satisfied?

How come that some words mean more to us than their official meaning? And how come we can 'feel' some words? (And please I don't want any answers concerning this questions which include de Saussure etc.)