prezzel of passion

I always felt close to this song. The first time I heard it I already liked it and when I began to realize the lyrics I began to love it.
Sometimes I listen to it again (Oh well it's one of the songs that will probably never leave my MP3-Player) and I always find some words that fit the situation.
Right now these words are the best. And yes I remember those moment. The exact one. And I'm going though it all the time (in my head of course). It's like a scene from a show you watch again and again to catch every joke, every move. Or a passage of a good book you go over and over again. Simply to grab every word and every meaning. Trying to know what exactly the author ment, what he tried to express, what he thought.
I know this is getting me nowhere but I keep on trying...
Do you think I'm crazy?

Three things I have accomplished today:

1. I finished one of my books (The Seeds of Speech)
2. I found how to change the colors and managed to actually change them!
3. I managed to add the 'Prezzelicious Links' to this page! Not that I had a lot but... oh well I wanted a direct linkage from this page to my neighbour blog ^-^

A cosy pub that gives you the feeling that the world has stopped spinning around, a nice glass of whisky on the rocks of course, music softly playing in the background and a good friend.

However this friend has to be a good friend, someone you can talk to for hours and never getting tired. Someone you can also talk to about the no-go topics like sports, politics etc. A friend that understands what you are saying (and what you mean) eventhough you already had a few drinks. A person that shares some views with you but not all ((and is not afraid to admit that). A person you can have a good laugh with but also a serious conversation. And believe me those friends are rare.

Those are the moments that make me kind of happy. When everything seems to work out and time passes comfortably in the background...

Things I seemed to have lost during the last weeks...
... my words (those little cowards hide somewhere and won't come out to help me get along with my life as they used to)
... my courage (there must be somewhere with the words they kind of disappeared at the same time)
... my Walkt the line CD (It's simply gone but I guess it hides somewhere in my music shelf... somewhere)
... my sleep (Oh well that's definitely one of the things I miss the most!)

Things that reappeared during the last weeks...
... blushing (well I guess it was never really gone but not it wasn't quite as extreme as it is nowadays)
... the pain (as it always does if my head can't stop thinking about one thing)
... doubts (there you are again my sweet companion)

Things that get lost from time to time but seem to find their way back to me (not always in time)...
... my mind (It's gone and nothing seems to work. Which is kind of embarassing if you're not capable in talking or doing whatever like walking,breathing etc.)
... my knee cap (Well it only leaves me for a few seconds but... o_O)
... my smile (Oh yes it leaves me in all those nice situations and it takes its time to come back to me...)

So if you may come across any of the first four just hit me (in both ways) or if you have any idea how I could persuade the last three to stay with me I'm always open for suggestions!