prezzel of passion

When I started this blog my first entry was about things I have lost, things that reappeared and things that occasionally seem to lose the courage to remain at my side. After two months and a few days I kind of thought about answering to this entry.

As for the things I have/had lost:

My words have returned as you can see here
My courage does now belong to the last group as it takes its time of occasionally however I am grateful that it has at least decided to return to me form time to time
My sleep is now back in town for a few weeks although I already have the feeling that it is planning its next trip far away from me in the upcoming month.
My Walk the line cd however is still missing.

As for the things that were only lost from time to time:

My mind is still pretty inconsistent and leaves me occasionally. I guess that it has found a more reliable partner than me....
My knee cap however has until now stopped it's little trips and is now steady at my 'side'
My smile. Oh well I guess that it has formed a band with my mind and they are both touring the world whenever they find the need to do so....

As for the things that had come to visit me in February I must say they are still here right at my side although I'm trying to persuade my smile that my doubts are way cooler bandmember than my mind could ever be....

During one of last weeks boring lectures I came up with a completely nonsense idea. As usual my mind went off after the first ten minutes and I kept thinking about songs instead of listening to my prof. This time however I thought about writing down each song I play in my head (or at least a certain passage) to try to find out where the connections are.... so here we go:

"When I wake up, well I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you When I go out, yeah I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you If I get drunk, well I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you And if I haver, yeah I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you, But I would walk 500 miles, And I would walk 500 more Just to be the man who walked 1,000 miles To fall down at your door...." The Proclaimers - I'm gonna be (500 Miles)

"And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back, I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and thats a fact. But I'll never forget the way you feel right now Oh no No way And I would do anything for love, But I won't do that...." Meat Loaf - I would do anything for love

"See the devil in your glance, since the ghetto we been friends, forever real intellegence, thats forever till the end. I peep the hatred in your eyes, and the satan in your lies, aint wasting my time with these snakes in disguise...." D12 - How come

"In your eyes, I could drown and still survive In your eyes, I could see how to live my life But if only I knew That chances were few Maybe I would still be with you, my baby" Sylver - In Your eyes

"At first I was afraid, I was petrified, kept thinkin’ I could never live, without you by my side, But then I spent so many nights just thinkin’ how you did me wrong. And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along So now you're back, from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face, I should’ve changed that stupid lock,I should’ve made you leave your key! If I had known for just one second you’d be back to bother me, Go on now go, walk out the door Just turn around now, cause you’re not welcome anymore Weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I’d crumble, did you think I’d lay down and die Oh no not I, I will survive Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll stay alive...." Gloria Gaynor - I will survive

"You've got your mother and your brother Every other, undercover, telling you what to say (say) You think I'm stupid But the truth is, that it's Cupid, baby Loving you has made me this way (way) So before you point your finger Get your hands off of my trigger, oh yeah You need to know this situations getting old And now the more you talk, the less I can say I'm looking for attention, Not another question
Should you stay or should you go Well, if you don't have the answer Why you still standing here Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away...." Kelly Clarkson - Walk away

"This time was different Felt like I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I'm in this condition And I've got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what, you'll never see me cry...." Rihanna - Cry

"So I proceeded to get drunk And cry I locked myself in the toilets for the entire night...." Kate Nash - We get on

"Have you been drinking, son You don't look old enough to me I'm sorry, officer Is there a certain age you're supposed to be Cause nobody told me...." Arctic Monkeys - Riot van

Last night I watched 'Hairspray' again I couldn't help it but recognize that it is probably my all-time-favourite feel-good-movie!
This movie always makes me happy. Well almost everytime I watch it. It can save my day!
I guess it's because such a happy movie and I totally adore Tracy. And Penny. Oh and it has a happy ending. No one is dying and every single good person in the movie (even in some cases the bad characters) get a happy ending. Ok this might look a little bit cheesy but I don't mind.
And all those colors. And songs. And dances. And....