Montag, 11. Februar 2008
"We're gift-wrapped kitty cats, we only turn into tigers when we got to fight"
prezzel, 20:10h
Things I seemed to have lost during the last weeks...
... my words (those little cowards hide somewhere and won't come out to help me get along with my life as they used to)
... my courage (there must be somewhere with the words they kind of disappeared at the same time)
... my Walkt the line CD (It's simply gone but I guess it hides somewhere in my music shelf... somewhere)
... my sleep (Oh well that's definitely one of the things I miss the most!)
Things that reappeared during the last weeks...
... blushing (well I guess it was never really gone but not it wasn't quite as extreme as it is nowadays)
... the pain (as it always does if my head can't stop thinking about one thing)
... doubts (there you are again my sweet companion)
Things that get lost from time to time but seem to find their way back to me (not always in time)...
... my mind (It's gone and nothing seems to work. Which is kind of embarassing if you're not capable in talking or doing whatever like walking,breathing etc.)
... my knee cap (Well it only leaves me for a few seconds but... o_O)
... my smile (Oh yes it leaves me in all those nice situations and it takes its time to come back to me...)
So if you may come across any of the first four just hit me (in both ways) or if you have any idea how I could persuade the last three to stay with me I'm always open for suggestions!
... my words (those little cowards hide somewhere and won't come out to help me get along with my life as they used to)
... my courage (there must be somewhere with the words they kind of disappeared at the same time)
... my Walkt the line CD (It's simply gone but I guess it hides somewhere in my music shelf... somewhere)
... my sleep (Oh well that's definitely one of the things I miss the most!)
Things that reappeared during the last weeks...
... blushing (well I guess it was never really gone but not it wasn't quite as extreme as it is nowadays)
... the pain (as it always does if my head can't stop thinking about one thing)
... doubts (there you are again my sweet companion)
Things that get lost from time to time but seem to find their way back to me (not always in time)...
... my mind (It's gone and nothing seems to work. Which is kind of embarassing if you're not capable in talking or doing whatever like walking,breathing etc.)
... my knee cap (Well it only leaves me for a few seconds but... o_O)
... my smile (Oh yes it leaves me in all those nice situations and it takes its time to come back to me...)
So if you may come across any of the first four just hit me (in both ways) or if you have any idea how I could persuade the last three to stay with me I'm always open for suggestions!
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pico,
Montag, 11. Februar 2008, 20:44
prezzel of passion, I like that
Hello, prezzeliciously passionate prezzel,
those issues have me scratching my head like the little crazy monkey I have as a desktop picture. So much does that to me lately.
But visiting that site you visited was courageous! So your courage isn't lost! And finding the right words and smiling's easier when you're not in lessons/lectures but (for example) on that pub crawl!
Losing your mind and having doubts in certain situations is normal, I'm afraid, happens to the best of us (whom you've always been a part of). Losing sleep's awful but it might help you cranking out poetry ^_~ .
Hope your knee cap will be fine again, we'll try to mullify it with a nice Irish coffee or sth to that effect tomorrow.
Other people are blushing too as you noticed and maybe sth will happen over the next few weeks that eases the pain and helps you remember where you put your Johnny Cash disc.
And yes, I'll be off and spread my optimism somewhere else now, I know it's barely tolerable ^_^ .
Luv, the pico from next door's blog
those issues have me scratching my head like the little crazy monkey I have as a desktop picture. So much does that to me lately.
But visiting that site you visited was courageous! So your courage isn't lost! And finding the right words and smiling's easier when you're not in lessons/lectures but (for example) on that pub crawl!
Losing your mind and having doubts in certain situations is normal, I'm afraid, happens to the best of us (whom you've always been a part of). Losing sleep's awful but it might help you cranking out poetry ^_~ .
Hope your knee cap will be fine again, we'll try to mullify it with a nice Irish coffee or sth to that effect tomorrow.
Other people are blushing too as you noticed and maybe sth will happen over the next few weeks that eases the pain and helps you remember where you put your Johnny Cash disc.
And yes, I'll be off and spread my optimism somewhere else now, I know it's barely tolerable ^_^ .
Luv, the pico from next door's blog
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