Samstag, 31. Mai 2008
"But when I tried to speak out, felt like no one could hear me...."
prezzel, 19:15h
Okay at the moment I am seriously fed up with things. I have been telling my whole family that I won't be at home at my birthday since I will be at University from 8am until 9.30pm. I told my step-mum, my brother, my father, my uncle, my aunt and my mom and still noone seems to have understood it.
This morning my brother called to tell my mom that my father is planning a suprise-visit on my birthday. When my mom told me I couldn't believe. What are they thinking? That I'm only making up my timetable in order to spent my birthday completely on my own at home? Or that I am actually expecting them to do somthing like that? Do they even know me?
This might have not been a problem for me if my brother had simply said to my father that it was a bad idea since I am out the whole day but instead my brother said: "Vielleicht rufst du nochmal an und fragst ob sie da ist ich glaub sie ist zum Teil an dem Tag an der Uni!" Ok. Like he would call and ask if I am at home when they are coming around for a SURPRISE visit!
You see that's why I don't like to celebrate my birthday! All this family trouble. I like the presents and I love to do something with my friends but besides that birthdays are mostly hell. There is always something my relatives complain about. And I don't even know how this happens but at the end of the day it's mostly me whos blamed for simply everything.
Oh an apart from the surprise visit my father planned a BBQ on Saturday! It's no problem nobody told me about it until now since I haven't planned anything yet.... nooooo. It's not like I wanted to go to a club with my friends on Saturday.... noooo why should I? It's my birthday why would I possibly want to celebrate this on the weekend after my birthday with my friends?
This morning my brother called to tell my mom that my father is planning a suprise-visit on my birthday. When my mom told me I couldn't believe. What are they thinking? That I'm only making up my timetable in order to spent my birthday completely on my own at home? Or that I am actually expecting them to do somthing like that? Do they even know me?
This might have not been a problem for me if my brother had simply said to my father that it was a bad idea since I am out the whole day but instead my brother said: "Vielleicht rufst du nochmal an und fragst ob sie da ist ich glaub sie ist zum Teil an dem Tag an der Uni!" Ok. Like he would call and ask if I am at home when they are coming around for a SURPRISE visit!
You see that's why I don't like to celebrate my birthday! All this family trouble. I like the presents and I love to do something with my friends but besides that birthdays are mostly hell. There is always something my relatives complain about. And I don't even know how this happens but at the end of the day it's mostly me whos blamed for simply everything.
Oh an apart from the surprise visit my father planned a BBQ on Saturday! It's no problem nobody told me about it until now since I haven't planned anything yet.... nooooo. It's not like I wanted to go to a club with my friends on Saturday.... noooo why should I? It's my birthday why would I possibly want to celebrate this on the weekend after my birthday with my friends?
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