prezzel of passion

Okay at the moment I am seriously fed up with things. I have been telling my whole family that I won't be at home at my birthday since I will be at University from 8am until 9.30pm. I told my step-mum, my brother, my father, my uncle, my aunt and my mom and still noone seems to have understood it.
This morning my brother called to tell my mom that my father is planning a suprise-visit on my birthday. When my mom told me I couldn't believe. What are they thinking? That I'm only making up my timetable in order to spent my birthday completely on my own at home? Or that I am actually expecting them to do somthing like that? Do they even know me?
This might have not been a problem for me if my brother had simply said to my father that it was a bad idea since I am out the whole day but instead my brother said: "Vielleicht rufst du nochmal an und fragst ob sie da ist ich glaub sie ist zum Teil an dem Tag an der Uni!" Ok. Like he would call and ask if I am at home when they are coming around for a SURPRISE visit!
You see that's why I don't like to celebrate my birthday! All this family trouble. I like the presents and I love to do something with my friends but besides that birthdays are mostly hell. There is always something my relatives complain about. And I don't even know how this happens but at the end of the day it's mostly me whos blamed for simply everything.
Oh an apart from the surprise visit my father planned a BBQ on Saturday! It's no problem nobody told me about it until now since I haven't planned anything yet.... nooooo. It's not like I wanted to go to a club with my friends on Saturday.... noooo why should I? It's my birthday why would I possibly want to celebrate this on the weekend after my birthday with my friends?

During one of last weeks boring lectures I came up with a completely nonsense idea. As usual my mind went off after the first ten minutes and I kept thinking about songs instead of listening to my prof. This time however I thought about writing down each song I play in my head (or at least a certain passage) to try to find out where the connections are.... so here we go:

"When I wake up, well I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next to you When I go out, yeah I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you If I get drunk, well I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who gets drunk next to you And if I haver, yeah I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man who's havering to you, But I would walk 500 miles, And I would walk 500 more Just to be the man who walked 1,000 miles To fall down at your door...." The Proclaimers - I'm gonna be (500 Miles)

"And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back, I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and thats a fact. But I'll never forget the way you feel right now Oh no No way And I would do anything for love, But I won't do that...." Meat Loaf - I would do anything for love

"See the devil in your glance, since the ghetto we been friends, forever real intellegence, thats forever till the end. I peep the hatred in your eyes, and the satan in your lies, aint wasting my time with these snakes in disguise...." D12 - How come

"In your eyes, I could drown and still survive In your eyes, I could see how to live my life But if only I knew That chances were few Maybe I would still be with you, my baby" Sylver - In Your eyes

"At first I was afraid, I was petrified, kept thinkin’ I could never live, without you by my side, But then I spent so many nights just thinkin’ how you did me wrong. And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along So now you're back, from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face, I should’ve changed that stupid lock,I should’ve made you leave your key! If I had known for just one second you’d be back to bother me, Go on now go, walk out the door Just turn around now, cause you’re not welcome anymore Weren’t you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I’d crumble, did you think I’d lay down and die Oh no not I, I will survive Oh, as long as I know how to love, I know I’ll stay alive...." Gloria Gaynor - I will survive

"You've got your mother and your brother Every other, undercover, telling you what to say (say) You think I'm stupid But the truth is, that it's Cupid, baby Loving you has made me this way (way) So before you point your finger Get your hands off of my trigger, oh yeah You need to know this situations getting old And now the more you talk, the less I can say I'm looking for attention, Not another question
Should you stay or should you go Well, if you don't have the answer Why you still standing here Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away...." Kelly Clarkson - Walk away

"This time was different Felt like I was just a victim And it cut me like a knife When you walked out of my life Now I'm in this condition And I've got all the symptoms Of a girl with a broken heart But no matter what, you'll never see me cry...." Rihanna - Cry

"So I proceeded to get drunk And cry I locked myself in the toilets for the entire night...." Kate Nash - We get on

"Have you been drinking, son You don't look old enough to me I'm sorry, officer Is there a certain age you're supposed to be Cause nobody told me...." Arctic Monkeys - Riot van